world spins madly on…

Oh, when the day is blue
I’ll sit here wondering about you
And how the pollen fell all around your face
In strange yellow patterns, but

I wasn’t prepared for this, I,
I wasn’t prepared for this, I,

When the day is blue
I’ll sit here wondering about you…

life is strange these days. giving everything you still have in you after managing four hours of sleep a night, if any. it’s a thursday night and you think you’re running through fields, careless like a little girl.
really the storm is just blowing in.
in this constant whirlwind of growing, changing, and becoming, sometimes a hurricane comes through and tears up everything.
—————
things change in life when you least expect them.
these past days have taken everything in me to try to stay strong and push through.
last night i broke. broke so terribly.
trying to keep my heart and mind in tact but then realizing they are already broken.
i thought i was holding them together, but really just holding pieces.
but now, where to go with these pieces….

is this what you call freedom? or is this what you call pain?

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4 thoughts on “world spins madly on…

  1. I hope everything is okay with you, I love you! I really like those lyrics, I definitely relate to them. I love you and let’s hang out soon because it has been too long!

  2. I do have a class with him! I’m quite shy around him though! So I saw you the other day, except I was in Massey and you were outside, ha. I haven’t seen you in forever and I miss you, so yes, we should get together real soon! Yes I will be here this summer, what about you??

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